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i can't help but keep sighing.. there are many things on my mind.. i am a very emotional person.. there are bound to be communication breakdowns at some point in time.. perhaps i am a very particular person.. i m very particular about the way things are done, games are played, ppl behaved.. and this trait of mine has often caused much trouble for me..

i get ppl showing me black face, i get misunderstood..

years ago, i had the habit of putting on a mask.. the mask protects me from the brutality of human nature, it covers up my true emotions and enables me to lead a more normal life.. then i thot i could take it off and show my true self to the world..

boy, was i wrong! now i think that there is a need to put on the mask again.. i dunno if's a habit, perhaps i have gotten used to my life without the mask, now i have to adapt to the thorns behind the mask.. i will try my best.. if it makes everyone happier.. i will try..

it's hard to find someone that will really listen to my woes and joys.. i am not sure if this person exists.. all i can do now is to talk to myself, mutter under my breath, seek solace in my favourite novels, find peace in my own room..

i am drained.. both in monetary terms and emotional terms.. pls do take my blog with a pinch of salt.. that way, it will taste better.. (haha! just kidding lah)

stories are written everyday.. i am happy that someone will be reading my story.. maybe my story will help someone be a stronger person.. perhaps after reading my story, it will shed some light on your own problems..