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Michelle
People with poor taste put me off
I have a fetish for anything with ribbons
My sense of humour may not be accepted by all
Don't piss me off, you will be sorry
I believe in fighting for your own happiness
May we all be happy, safe and healthy

Stanfordgirls
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YanFen
Zhanyi
Yi Hui
Jun Jie
Alps
Ee Fun
Shuyi
Jamie
Soon Hui

i am very sian.. yet you are there..

you may keep quiet, but your actions are adding a lot of pressure onto me.. in your eyes i see disappointment, like why am i so busy with projects.. why aren't i keeping you company.. you dun seem to understand the need to spend so much time on projects.. sigh...

i dunno what to say.. maybe i brought you agony.. but right now, my heart is pierced through and through with millions of needles.. i m already so stressed with my exams just round the corner.. you need to know that i can't keep you company like i did during the start of the semester, where everything was still so slack..

the pressure keeps increasing every semester.. i tell you i am stressed, you say you understand.. but i dun see how you understand from your actions.. i need time to study.. i need time.. you say you will just stay in my room and do your own things.. little did you know that your presence makes me so stressed up.. when i see you, i feel so guilty that i am unable to keep you company and do fun things together..

i dunno if you ever notice, but i am so slack for this semester that i am very upset everyday.. perhaps i dun show.. but every night, before i sleep, i just have to think of all my undone and pressing chores and i will lie on the bed for hours before i doze off.. i am so stressed..

so tired.. i just need your concern.. like asking me if i want some water, like a massage.. or a good hug to make me forget my worries for a moment.. perhaps it's my fault.. i expect too much..

for everyday that i live, i am one day closer to death........................