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hi guys

later i have an elective paper at 5. damn, reika's last paper is tomorrow and i still have to slog my guts out till 29th. nothing's fair in this world. i have come to learnt and accepted that.

right now, my mood sucks. i have to thank reika for giving me a lift to school later. but i will need to make my own way back after the paper. sometimes it's best to keep this blog a secret, so that i can write whatever i want.

now that i know ppl will be reading this, i have to know what to write and what not to write. my mood isn't bad because i have to take the bus home. it just sucks to know that there are people out there in this world partying away, relaxing and having fun like they dun give a damn about tomorrow while i have to keep worrying about my exam, my future, my life.

similarly, some ppl have all the luck in the world. things go smoothly for them, they are smart, funny, good-looking, confident, slim and troubles-free. no matter how much junk food they put into their mouths and how hard they try to get into trouble, they just remain so thin and lucky. unfortunately, i am not one of them

i get fat, i get stupid, i get into trouble, i get stressed, i get unhappy. is it because this is the way i am? or am i seeking too much trouble? i guess i just dun get wad i want, and that is sufficient to piss me off. bad life. bad michelle.

whenever i am upset, it starts to rain. just like now. it's pouring outside. i do feel better after saying things out. it's ok if you dun understand. it's not meant to be understood. that's how i am. never meant to be understood by people. i am me.

ciao~