there's been nothing going on in my life.. so boring..
stanley quek is still working till end of this week.. everyday i just rot.. life is so meaningless.. sigh.. i was watching tv and realisation dawned upon me that skinny girls look good in anything.. sigh.. and i dun belong to the skinny group..
who doesn't want to look good when she goes out? but somehow, i just look so swollen and fat.. no matter what i wear, i just look wrong.. sigh..
my wardrobe is bursting.. i think it's not my clothes.. it's just my fat and plump figure.. sigh.. i must slim down! but yesterday, i went to my grandma's place, she offered me some food to eat, but i declined coz i was on a diet.. then she say, "I always give you food, and you will eat everything, why recently everything also dun wanna eat leh?"
sigh.. i feel so guilty after that..
sigh.. how to become thin and yet eat everythin that i can.. and i m ever so bored..