my apologies for not blogging for so long..
haven been in a good mood recently.. so many things on my mind.. my studies are falling behind.. i just can't seem to absorb anything.. i am tryin so hard to make myself happy so that i can study better.. but i always fail..
i dunno what i am babbling about.. pls advise me on how to be happy.. i want to be able to learn to let go of things.. i want to learn to be independent.. i hate myself..
i am so tired of living you know? like there's no meaning in life..