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Michelle
People with poor taste put me off
I have a fetish for anything with ribbons
My sense of humour may not be accepted by all
Don't piss me off, you will be sorry
I believe in fighting for your own happiness
May we all be happy, safe and healthy

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those were the days..

i watched belinda lee's "come dance with me" on channel u and they were dancing indian dance. at the point where all the dancers were dressed in their pretty costumes and dancing happily, all the happy memories of my dance days in jc and sec sch came flooding back to me.. my days at nhss dance were the happiest times.. we would brave everything together, dance for 8 hours straight, get so shagged and yet still have the energy to crack jokes..

the months that we train so hard everyday just before SYF were really tiring.. but it was really fun.. back during the jc, babeh and i would practise together, talk about guys, share our opinions on life.. sigh... those were the days..

i was walking on the track at the stadium with justina and leonard.. the smell of the track just brings back all the memories of my jc days.. our PE teacher would tell us to run 2 rounds as warm-up.. being the slack class, we would walk and stroll when the teacher had her back facing us.. when she turned around, we would pretend to run.. in the end, we only covered one round and we would still act as if we were very tired!! muahahaha...

jc life was really very fun.. we would always go for sushi buffet, ice cream at island creamery, mahjong at jj's place.. haha.. our project work meetings were always spent on table soccer, playing pool and eating! then we end up chionging only on the night before our presentation! lolx..

i visited my grandma on sunday.. she was hospitalised with a swelling stomach.. they haven found out the cause yet.. she was very happy to see us! my dad bought her some muffins from prima deli.. thanks to my coaxing, she drank a lot of water.. that's a good thing you know.. and i got her to exercise her arms.. normally she would just cross her arms and not move them at all.. but that day, she was super high.. haha.. in the past, she would always dye her hair for big occasions.. now, she can't do them anymore.. sometimes i really wish that she would be able to tell me what would make her happy and i'd try my best to help her..

sometimes i feel like i m all alone in this world.. how i wish there can be someone to share all my thoughts with.. i keep all my emotions to myself.. sigh.. whenever i m unhappy, i would just watch some tv or play games to destress.. i guess that's a good thing.. but i would love to have someone to share my happiness or unhappiness with..

i m learning to be more independent nowadays.. i will do everything on my own.. i won't expect anything from anyone anymore.. no one's gonna be able to help you for ever.. only you can help yourself..

gone are the happy times.. forever?