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Michelle
People with poor taste put me off
I have a fetish for anything with ribbons
My sense of humour may not be accepted by all
Don't piss me off, you will be sorry
I believe in fighting for your own happiness
May we all be happy, safe and healthy

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life isn't fair.. sucks.. i m too f***ing sian to blog more..

i aruged with someone.. when i tried to call to explain, that person says "dun feel like talking" and so never pick up my call.. when that person calls, i pick up and that person suddenly sounds cheery like nothing happened. and insisted on meeting for dinner to clear things up. I am like, wasn't that i wanted to do? I wanna clear things up by calling you, but u refused to answer. Now i m like forced to clear things up.

No one will ever admit that it's their fault. That's just human instinct. Life is never fair. you ruined my life. i m so FUCKED-up. and i have a feeling that i m gonna flunk everything this semester.

i dun wanna say who is that someone. dun probe or you will be sorry.

There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future didn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never comeback. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for both of them, so they went their own ways there and then...Heartbroken, the guy agreed.

But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company ..You never fail until you stop trying. One rainy day, while this guywas driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rainwalking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize they were his girl'sparents.With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same any more; he had his own company, car,condo, etc. He made it!

What he saw next confused him, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of his car andfollowed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly asever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes right beside her...Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all.

She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to leave him. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again... he can take some of thoseback with him...Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever. The guy just wept...

The worst way to miss someone is to be sittingright beside her knowing you can't have her, see her or be with her ever again.........hope you understand. Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much toyou, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who youthought meant nothing to you.













I love you.. Hope you will love me forever too.. if there comes a day that one of us has to die first, i want you to die first.. because i dun want you to suffer the agony of being alone in this world..

hiya all!

i said to blog about the class outing right? haha.. this great event happened on 16th Feb 2008, our first small gathering for the year! (am i right?) we were supposed to meet at sushi tei paragon at 6pm. But being S15, some of us are bound to be late. stan and i reached on time. but we thot that no one will be there yet, so we went to centrepoint to repair his bro's glasses. His bro made the glasses at a shop called Monsoon eyewear, on the first floor, at the new extension area there.. it's really small, but they have everything you need.. haha.. the shop belongs to his fren's mom.. and i saw a pair of cool shades that i have always wanted to buy, somemore this one comes with UV-400!! it's a new arrival, the usual price was $38 and they are having a promotion at $18. the mom say will give me a special price of $15 (fyi, i din ask for any discount k, she said it of her own accord ah) haaha.. so the first pic is me and my new shades! if you ever see such a dao face with this shades in sch, it's ME!!!

haha.. back to my gathering.. so we were eating and chattin away.. haha.. reliving the good old days.. there was one last sushi left, the raw squid (white and shiny one).. then my stupid mouth shooted off to suggest playing "zhong ji mi ma" (the number-guessing game) then it was down to last 3 numbers.. haah.. lingyi got away with it, then i am so LUCKY to kanna the number.. haha.. stan tried to help by saying that it's just a warm-up round.. haha.. of coz, everyone protested.. so i had to push it down my throat.. eew... not as bad as the first one i ate at sakae sushi loooonnnngggg time ago.. but still, yuck!

then we head down to Billy Bombers at Heeren after going to Cine only to find out that the cafe beside the escalator shut down.. haha.. we all had milkshakes.. and chun how ordered a Chocolate Malt, haha.. it tastes like Chocolate-flavour Paddle Pop ice-cream.. haha.. the shakes were good though, esp Cookies and Cream!! the mocha flavour one was so-so.. haha.. Junjie's one.. luckily he din ordered the Orange flavour one.. muahaha.. we also had brownies.. yummy!

after that, ard 10pm, junjie suggested mahjong, so lingyi, stan, junjie and i went his house to play.. my luck has never been so bad before.. i actually lost all rounds before winning the last fateful round! haha.. at least i won one round right? i lost like $4 plus, ok la.. haha..

ok, that's all.. pictures coming up next.. haha.. enjoy!


my shades! (i dun care if you tink i dun look good)

HiHi!!

Chunhow has been complaining that i never reply to his tags and that i must blog more. so here i am! yesterday (16Feb) we had a mini gathering of S15 ppl at sushi tei paragon.. haha.. but i dun have the pics yet so i will blog about it another time. Promise! dun hound me for it chunhow! =D

This year's Vday falls on a thursday and it's my free day! so i din go to school to bask in the romantic atmosphere all around.. i have no idea how many guys gave flowers to how many girls.. but i tink it would be really sweet for the guy to bring the flower all the way to sch for his gf.. Awwwww....

I spent my vday at home, catching up on work.. stan took leave to service his car and see a doctor (not to celebrate vday with me!!! boohoohoo..) but we did meet in yishun after everything was done to go his house.. haha.. guess how we celebrate this romantic day? play Street Puzzle Fighter on his laptop! muahahaha.. how nice.. haha.. i have played this game in Pri 6 but this is after so long and i have lost touch with it! haha.. it's street fighter players like Chun Li and Ryu, except this time we have to break gems to kill each other.. hahah

now, 15 Feb was our actual celebration of Vday. Stan actually made a reservation at Friends @ Jelita (near Holland V, where there is Cold storage below it and Pizza Hut beside it). Due to many screw-ups, stan decided not to go there eventually.. Much as i dislike Holland V, stan likes it and there are many restaurants around, we decided to try our luck there.. We went to Hog's Breath! wow, amazing food, amazing service and great ambience! there are pics below for all to view.. haha.. if you have UOB debit/credit card, you are in for it! there's a One-for-One promotion for all main courses (except grill fillet and premium steak), but still, excellent!

There was this old toy shop beside Hog's Breath and i saw that they actually sell helium balloons! so stan got one for me, a mickey and minnie mouse one! so adorable, for your info, it's still floating high in my room.. haha.. only $7.. and there were many toys from the past, toys that i used to play with... lovely place!

ok, right now i m stuck in FAL with nth better to do, so here i am blogging away. I haven had anything since breakfast at 8am and time now is 12.53pm. Super hungry! but reika is having a last min proj meeting, which i will expect to hear lotsa rouses from her later, and i can't stand having lunch alone. so i m in FAL, lookin for some urgent information,

Really stressed out recently, i m at my wits' end regarding an issue, which is not to be divulged here and i haven been spending time on my studies. I really dun wanna slacken off this semester. So this sunday, while stan is having his guard duty, it's time for me to catch up on my work. Must list down the things that i wanna accomplish. for today: Going through illustrations on AA201 seminar 9, read finish my FRS Framework for Seminar 8 (okok, dun scold me, no time mah) and fill in relevant notes for my Seminar 8 ppt. yup, i only have one night. and i intend to slp early

i will be praising the lords if i can ever finish what i set out to finish for tonight. hahaha...

tata folks, that's all for now! happy v day in advance!!

happy chinese new year to all! haven been taking pics lately.. think i m getting uglier, so dun dare to cam-whore.. haha..

finally! a chance to wear my new shoes, pants, tees and dresses! haha.. and i think i m getting slightly richer.. this year's ang bao takings boast a hefty sum of $722!! woohoo!! the highest record i have for the past 20years of my life.. haha.. but i think i may give some to my bro, in case he gets jealous..

that's all folks.. not in the mood to blog too much.. tired.. good night! happy cny

ok, now i m fuming mad..

there was supposed to be a aa201 in class assignment that takes up 20% of our final grade for this module. but due to some admin problems, two lecturers have booked for the LT on the same day at the same time.. sigh.. so postponed lor!!

*&^$^&$$#@!# waste my time studying.. and killed all the mood of cny.. if i wasn't studyin for the test, i would have been able to spend more time playin sudoku on my gameboy ds.. (erps.. i dun think i m supposed to be slacking) haha.. i put in quite a lot of effort for the test, only to be postponed now.. so sian lah.. haha..

now i have no mood to go for AC213 seminar which lasts for 4 hours.. but i m not gonna let myself slacken.. i m gonna go for it!! woohoo!! pardon me, i have gone crazy..

tml's the cny eve, and i still haven clean up my room.. tat is a bad thing.. i have tuition tonight, which leaves me with the wee hours to clean up and lose my beauty slp! (bimbotic me) i think later i better go adjust my car in the parking lot. scared some fat idiot open door and scratch my car.. haha.. i have no mood to study now.. nor to do anythin else..

ok, tata ppl! bye bye! happy chinese new year eve's eve!!

aloha!!

before i forgot, let me help my pretty babeh to promote her new cake shop!! pls visit DDbakery.blogspot.com to get some pretty awesome cakes! i have only eaten her oreo cheesecake, but it's yummy!! i even fought with stan over it! haha.. so if you wanna eat good cakes, find her!!

i have been burying myself in books, ok, some of u are thinking, haven you always been burying urself in books? haha.. but stan has guard duty and i have a test next week, so i have no choice but force myself to study.. nothing else to do mah..

i will try to blog more often.. sometimes with stories of my own.. so that chun how has sth to read about right? i m truly touched that someone is reading my blog.. hee! btw ah, no one has mentioned anything for class outing leh.. doesn't really sound possible to go to ppl's house this year eh? mayb we can just meet for a meal.. reunion dinner mah.. haha..

cny is just round the corner, yet i have no festive mood in me at all.. everything swirling around in my smooth and empty brain is just the readings that i m supposed to do.. i m not catchin up on work.. that's no good.. i need to push harder.. go faster.. just thinking about last semester's results are enuf to make me depressed.. oh man, dun mention it le..

this semester, i haven been able to make any new and close frens.. it's quite hard.. it doesn't bother me, since i just run off after class.. there isn't any need to make much frens.. if u think i m not enjoyin my uni life, then perhaps you dun understand my definition of enjoyment.. i dun see a need to join cca or have a whole big gang of frens in uni to enjoy myself.. i like to busy myself with watching tv at home, chatting with my mom, reading novels, doing my work, giving tuition, spending time with stan.. my life right now is enjoyment to me.. i may sound psycho, but i like to give myself stress.. coz that's wad pushes me.. without stress, i will just be passing each day by.. haha..

so i guess now you guys know sth more about me le ba.. haha.. good night ppl! take care!! =D