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Michelle
People with poor taste put me off
I have a fetish for anything with ribbons
My sense of humour may not be accepted by all
Don't piss me off, you will be sorry
I believe in fighting for your own happiness
May we all be happy, safe and healthy

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i am very sian.. yet you are there..

you may keep quiet, but your actions are adding a lot of pressure onto me.. in your eyes i see disappointment, like why am i so busy with projects.. why aren't i keeping you company.. you dun seem to understand the need to spend so much time on projects.. sigh...

i dunno what to say.. maybe i brought you agony.. but right now, my heart is pierced through and through with millions of needles.. i m already so stressed with my exams just round the corner.. you need to know that i can't keep you company like i did during the start of the semester, where everything was still so slack..

the pressure keeps increasing every semester.. i tell you i am stressed, you say you understand.. but i dun see how you understand from your actions.. i need time to study.. i need time.. you say you will just stay in my room and do your own things.. little did you know that your presence makes me so stressed up.. when i see you, i feel so guilty that i am unable to keep you company and do fun things together..

i dunno if you ever notice, but i am so slack for this semester that i am very upset everyday.. perhaps i dun show.. but every night, before i sleep, i just have to think of all my undone and pressing chores and i will lie on the bed for hours before i doze off.. i am so stressed..

so tired.. i just need your concern.. like asking me if i want some water, like a massage.. or a good hug to make me forget my worries for a moment.. perhaps it's my fault.. i expect too much..

for everyday that i live, i am one day closer to death........................

time: 12.21pm, 26th march 2008

i am in fal again! haha.. waiting for my groupmate (huiching) to finish her proj meeting before i can start our meeting.. so i din bring my notes and i got nothing better to do right.. haha.. blog lor!

i guess this will be a short entry, seems like her meeting is coming to an end soon.. finally, projects are about to come to an end, with the exception of AC213 whose deadline falls on 11th april.. so we are still struggling to implement our system into FACT.. damn hard lah.. haha.. adding onto that, i still haven do my indiv part.. i think i gotta finish all my readings and start asap.. like, tonight?

hmmm.. speakin of which, i haven done up a to-do list for a long time.. let's see, i will reach home around 4pm, pick stan up at 5.30. so i have an hour before dinner. what should i do ah? ah! finish readin the article for AA202 in 1 hr.. after dinner, finish up on my readings for seminar 11 for AC213 and do my tutorial for AC213 (even though the seminar was already over). Hmmm.. if i can finish all that by tonight, it will be great! then i can edit on the AA202 report too.. haha..

some wishful thinking i am doing lor.. duh..

oh ya! my specs which i bought on sunday is due for collection today!! but since i am not free, think i will only go down on friday to collect it.. hah.. can't wait to see my family and frens' response when i put my new glasses on.. whoo!

last night, stan told me he got a craving for tang yuan.. then i told him that i will give him the unique tang yuan by Michelle Chiang!! haha.. you know, normal tang yuan is white on the outside and the peanut filling is on the inside right.. so mine will be inverse! i will make him tang yuan that is brown (for peanut) or black (for dou sha) on the outside and the white skin will be on the inside! haha.. innovative right.. but it will take a long time to come up with the end product as i will need to eat the normal tang yuan first, then wait for my stomach to digest the food and then come out of you-know-where. alas! my innovative and inverse tang yuan will be done! muahahahaha..

let me let you in on sth really disgusting.. today i came to school at 8am. then i went to the toilet, leaving my bag and stuff in the car. when i came back for my stuff, i saw an uncle sitting on the curb between his car and mine, guess what he was doing?? CUTTING HIS TOENAILS FOR GOODNESS' SAKE!!! i feel so disgusted and almost wanna puke on the spot! i was so afraid that his nails would dirty or scratch the car (you know, when you cut it, the nail will fly off somewhere?) so i got into the car, and parked my car in another spot away from his car. when he saw that i got into the car, he began standing up and stared at me. eew!! then after i finished parking my car, he was still staring at me.. oh no, i pray hard that my car won't come to any harm when i see it at the end of the day.. yucks!!!

then right now, as i am typing this, a girl plopped down on the seat beside me and i could feel some water (i can't confirm if they are really JUST water droplets) onto my thigh! i dunno what the hell she was flicking, but it's still gross! and then she used her sleeve to wipe her forehead.. i know you do this when you are running and you are hot IN A PARK.. not when you are in school, FAL (computer lab) air-conditioned and under the scrutiny of so many pairs of eyes! i am extremely disgusted by her.. yucks...

then there is this bastard who was in a rush for time.. i will not hesitate to use such a crude word on him because only this word will be able to describe him.. i know he is in a rush for time, but for ****ing sake, pls watch where you are going mah.. he was holding onto a piece of paper and the paper just rubbed past my hand.. what's worse is that he knocked into a girl sitting in front of a computer and caused her to turn 360 degrees around! and her bag went THUD! onto the floor! he saw this but he din even offer to pick up her bag and just stood at the exit, looking at her and sayin sorry like he din mean it at all.. so, don't you agree with me that he deserves to be named "bastard"? i hate ungentlemanly guys.. they are the worse of the lot.. sucks!

ok, that's all folks! see you! and stan's been saying that he wants to blog about his birthday, but it's been so long and i still dun see his blog up here! haha.. slow.........................

hiya!

i dun have class today, but right now i am at fal at a bloody 8.30 am!! can u believe it? haha.. coz today got 3 proj meetings, spannin over 7 hours straight.. somebody save me!! shit, i m going bonkers, again.. no, i m not slacking during a meeting right now.. i m simply early.. the first meeting will start at 9.30, but i came early to grab a lot.. haha.. kiasu right? anyway, only one hour diff, dun wanna go home den come school again.. waste petrol..

yesterday, darren, mar, stan and i met at the "Manga Oasis" cafe at Suntec (the new extension, where they sell lots of new and young stuff). It was supposed to be a cafe for comic-lovers. And i thot it would be a big cafe with shelves and shelves of comics for us to sit around, read and relax. Boy! Was i totally wrong! not only were there no "Shelves and Shelves of Comics", there was only one RACK. one small rack. My house's collection of comics is even bigger than theirs! well, the place wasn't exactly comfy either. but i thot it would be nice to have a change of environment. so while waiting for mar and darren to arrive, stan ordered a "Affagato Meltdown". it is supposed to be hot espresso with a scoop of vanilla ice cream. Another shock! not only was it minute compared to the one in the picture, it's extremely bitter and it's WHIPPED CREAM, not ICE CREAM!! haha..

ok, so mar and darren arrived. darren ordered a vanilla ice-blended and mar ordered a mix berry smoothie. I din try the vanilla drink but the mix berry wasn't fab. just ok.. tastes like ribena and no fibre of berries at all. Now you know why smoothies can cost up to $6.50 whereas this one only cost $3.50 (also not very cheap ok??). Others use real berries. I think that guy at Manga oasis only uses berry syrup.

I had previously asked darren to help me order this game called "Lost Cities" and mar bought "Saboteur". Darren is giving Lost Cities to Stan as his bday present. haha.. Thanks bro! We played Lost Cities yesterday. It's originally a game for two players. But if you have two sets of the same game (which is darren's and stan's new one), you can have four players. It's a tag team game with two sets. And players on the same team are not supposed to communicate, they can only pass two cards to each other in a turn! haha..

stan was on a 6-time winning streak till darren and i broke the record. We thrash stan and mar flat! woohoo!! haha.. we only used one row to beat them, and they had 5 rows! it's ok if you dun understand.. haha.. next time if you play the game, you will.. too bad my hp was low batt, if not i would have taken a shot of board and our victorious win! muahahaha.. this game is a test of telepathy between team players. haha.. stan said we (he and i) have the most telepathy! haha..

ok, let me backtrack abit. stan, seb (his bro) and i were supposed to go for thai food at yishun for lunch yesterday. but since we were all heading down to city hall after lunch, we decided to go suntec for lunch. We were at Surf N Turf, this restaurant (not exactly new) that serves western food like nydc and new york new york. I wasn't hungry so i just shared the soup and the starters. Their mushroom soup was not bad. =D we ate buffalo wings for starters and we love it! haha.. the two brothers are so cute, they are really alike!

because they couldn't eat beef, stan ordered a chicken meltdown and seb ordered a bacon cheeseburger. before ordering, seb even asked the waiter if the burger is beef. the answer that came back was pork, so he ordered it lor. when the burger came, it's beef! that really piss seb off.. but we managed to change it anyway.. if they dun allow, i will make a big hoo ha out of it.. it's their waiter's fault that caused the change in order, not ours! so i dun think that we shld be penalised for sth that we did not do wrongly.. we ended up having two chicken meltdown.. the cheese was fab, but stan says it's fattening.. haha..

so that's all for my day on sunday.. no pictures to show, sorry guys.. haha.. but hope my little stories have brought a smile on your face.. take care!

Hi everyone!

i know i haven been bloggin for sometime.. projects are weighing me down and i dun even time to rest properly.. like so poor thing right? hahah.. i bet everyone is suffering the same fate as i am.. so no surprise..

i am still not over the exam stress.. like everyday project project project.. like no time to even read notes.. damn... very sian.. and sleepy.. gonna slp soon.. 12am le.. if i dun slp, my face will turn from bad to worse.. haha.. i am starting to sound like a bimbo eh?

i tink that i am a very stupid girl.. but that's not the point.. ok, i think i am at the point where i dun even know what i am babbling about.. that's really bad.. means i am really conking out le.. that's bad.. i will end off soon... just a short entry to let everyone know that i m still alive and kicking..

the only thing that's keepin me going is the taiwan trip on 2nd May! woohoo! stan's fren went with his wife, they brought 3 pieces of luggage there and came back with 8!! that means i must curb myself from spending so much in s'pore.. go taiwan shop and eat!

btw ppl, i have been rushing through school for the past few weeks, shuttling between home, sch and tuition.. so next time if you do see me in school, let me know if i have slimmed down k! haha.. i really wanna know.. and i m tryin to eat less for my meals..

i went for hair treatment on the 6th march at Centrepoint's Bonafide. It's not bad. But i won't go a second time. I will try out other shops, like the salon stan's mom frequent. only $65 for my hair length. haha.. i wanna intro a hair product to ppl who have frizzy hair like me.. Loreal Elseve Smooth Perfect Anti-Frizz Cream. It's a non-rinse white cream. It works great on damp hair. Everytime i put it on and after it dries, i look like i just had a treatment haha.. $15.90 for 200ml.. it's the orange cylindrical bottle.. great product! works better than the serum! haha.. never loved my hair so much!

hee.. good night ppl.. i promise to blog more, study harder, mop my house's floor more often, go swimming at least once a week, slp more, watch less tv and spend more time with stan.. =D ok, that looks like a freaking long list.. we will see if i manage to achieve everything.. blog again next time!

tata ppl!

HAIL ALL FOOD LOVERS! Pls make your way down to the Japanese Supermarket at the basement of Lido in Orchard for food-tasting of the freshest seafood from Hokkaido!

On Sat, my beloved Mic and I (nope, she didnt force me to type that =p) made our way down to Orchard for a window-shopping trip after a belly-bursting dim sum breakfast at Red Star Restaurant with her parents. K-boxing was at the top of our itinerary but we decided to give it a miss since we must save some money for the Taiwan trip in May.

Mic was complaining that Reika had destroyed her black glittering Mlphosis slippers and she was experiencing some discomfort in wearing them. So we went ard searching for a decent pair of slippers at Charles & Keith. The pair of slippers Mic set her sight on did not have her size unfortunately, or rather, fortunately, because she got herself an even better pair for $26.00 at Pacific Plaza. She was contemplating between an orange with fireworks designs pair, a green with white poka dots pair, a pink comfy Reef pair and lastly, a similar Reef pair but white in colour. The white slippers emerged as winner.

The highlight on Sat turned out to be an unintentional food-tasting trip at the supermarket at Lido's Basement! We were heading back for the car when a spur of the moment made us wander into the supermarket. Just as we were exploring and drooling at the limitless types of Japanese frozen food, we saw a food fair situated right in the middle of the supermarket. Hordes of aunties were crowding around the stalls where Japanese chefs were dishing out cooked seafood as samples. The seafood were like GIGANTIC! We had to battle with the experienced aunties for the surprisely large portions of deep-fried scallops, soft shell, squid etc. (These are sold at $5 for 100grams). We also walked past the tako yaki stall and oh my god, the piece of squid they chunked inside the tako yaki was at least 4 times bigger than that of those we have in Singapore. Much to our amusement, the chef fed me a tako yaki ball. Ooishi!

The food ends on the 17th. We will be gng down again this weekend =)

i m very sian recently.. have lost all motivation to study.. just wanna get the quizzes over and done with.. tml will be the long-awaited aa2o1 quiz that takes up 20% of our final grade.. it has been postponed since pre-CNY period due to some stupid admin clerk not knowin how to allocate the LTs properly..

now i have to study for it all over again.. and it seems that i am having very serious PMS and nothing seems to bring down the fire in me.. i m like super super super pissed now.. dunno why too.. i can't seem to study at all.. yet i cant let the stupid quiz put me down...

sigh.. no money recently.. got money also cannot spend lah.. must save up to go taiwan... i have booked tickets to go to Taipei after my exams.. SIA tix at $684 (inclusive of tax), quite cheap right.. that's the only thing to look forward to..

i can't blog for long. gotta go study all the balance sheets, income statement and statements of changes in equity.

btw, stan, you dun have to take leave for me. i am fine just rotting at home.