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Michelle
People with poor taste put me off
I have a fetish for anything with ribbons
My sense of humour may not be accepted by all
Don't piss me off, you will be sorry
I believe in fighting for your own happiness
May we all be happy, safe and healthy

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is it really healthier to say out my feelings?

well, i will try to do so.. recently, happy and unhappy stuff happened.. to some, it may seem insignificant.. i will say the bad things first..

reika, chris, stan and i want to go bangkok for dec holidays.. my parents say they wanna come along.. so 6 of us, me being the middleman, tough work.. (i may be rattling on, just ignore me) some wanna take budget airline, some wanna stay in cheaper hotel, others dun wanna stay in ulu place.. i m so tired of coordinating.. can everyone just be more sui bian and try to come to a consensus?

this few weeks are the crucial period of this semester for me.. time to start rushing out all the projects, catch up on ur studies, study for my two bloody tough quizzes.. (aa306 is no joke, seriously) it's my third year, final year, i just wanna do well.. but here i am, trying to spend unnecessary time to book a simple hotel and air ticket. seriously. i m so screwed up.

being tough mic, i won't just let all these external factors get to me. i must buck up. so i may stay uncontactable. if you really need to reach me, pls sms me. if it's urgent, i will reply. if not, i will just ignore. i just wanna stay focused and do everything well. why is it so hard?? damn..

well, on to some better things.. you may have noticed.. i m trying to slim down recently.. those who know me well, i m so critical of others' legs, dress sense, figure, arms, tummy, looks.. haha.. so i won't ever want the same to happen to me.. so i m tryin to cut down on my fats around my thighs, tummy and arms.. haha.. if you knew me from long ago, i can eat around 5 meals a day.. but nowadays, i only eat 3 meals or 2 even..

so congrats to me, i lost weight the last time i measured.. hmmm a week ago? i lost 2 kg.. still rem the term BMI? weight/(height x height). well mine dropped.. haha.. but still not acceptable.. i m gonna try harder!! go go go!

just a picture to express myself.. take care everyone.. dun fall sick.. exams are coming..

i am in fal right now.. so sian.. waiting to go to a jc class outing later..

i m so sian.. i think i will just study on my way there.. nth beats studying rite? haha..

exams are coming.. okok.. i know, it's only week 7 now. but i still feel like exams are next week and i know practically nothing at all! i better pull my socks up all the way to my chin and start mugging like a full-time nerd!! sigh..

i feel so damn sian-ed now.. someone save me!! i think i'd rather mug at my 306 than to go for a class outing where i know i won't be happy.. why is my willpower so bloody weak? someone ought to give me a tight slap and wake me up from my idea eh? damn it..

pls tell me to look on the brighter side of life..

hiya all!!

haha.. just a random post of two pictures of stan and i.. using my new phone, E66!!

my damn samsung phone died on me when it is just 22 months old.. damn it right? and it take s $200-$250 to repair.. which i figure would be better to buy a new one.. now i can surf the net using the NTU wireless on my Nokia E66! whoo!

my apologies for not blogging for so long..

haven been in a good mood recently.. so many things on my mind.. my studies are falling behind.. i just can't seem to absorb anything.. i am tryin so hard to make myself happy so that i can study better.. but i always fail..

i dunno what i am babbling about.. pls advise me on how to be happy.. i want to be able to learn to let go of things.. i want to learn to be independent.. i hate myself..

i am so tired of living you know? like there's no meaning in life..