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Michelle
People with poor taste put me off I have a fetish for anything with ribbons My sense of humour may not be accepted by all Don't piss me off, you will be sorry I believe in fighting for your own happiness May we all be happy, safe and healthy |
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Michelle is f*cking stressed up now.
Don't tell her she is smart because she is not. Don't say she is hardworking because she's the laziest bum around. Don't let know her that she's gonna make it because she's not. SCREWED UP |
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those were the days..
i watched belinda lee's "come dance with me" on channel u and they were dancing indian dance. at the point where all the dancers were dressed in their pretty costumes and dancing happily, all the happy memories of my dance days in jc and sec sch came flooding back to me.. my days at nhss dance were the happiest times.. we would brave everything together, dance for 8 hours straight, get so shagged and yet still have the energy to crack jokes.. the months that we train so hard everyday just before SYF were really tiring.. but it was really fun.. back during the jc, babeh and i would practise together, talk about guys, share our opinions on life.. sigh... those were the days.. i was walking on the track at the stadium with justina and leonard.. the smell of the track just brings back all the memories of my jc days.. our PE teacher would tell us to run 2 rounds as warm-up.. being the slack class, we would walk and stroll when the teacher had her back facing us.. when she turned around, we would pretend to run.. in the end, we only covered one round and we would still act as if we were very tired!! muahahaha... jc life was really very fun.. we would always go for sushi buffet, ice cream at island creamery, mahjong at jj's place.. haha.. our project work meetings were always spent on table soccer, playing pool and eating! then we end up chionging only on the night before our presentation! lolx.. i visited my grandma on sunday.. she was hospitalised with a swelling stomach.. they haven found out the cause yet.. she was very happy to see us! my dad bought her some muffins from prima deli.. thanks to my coaxing, she drank a lot of water.. that's a good thing you know.. and i got her to exercise her arms.. normally she would just cross her arms and not move them at all.. but that day, she was super high.. haha.. in the past, she would always dye her hair for big occasions.. now, she can't do them anymore.. sometimes i really wish that she would be able to tell me what would make her happy and i'd try my best to help her.. sometimes i feel like i m all alone in this world.. how i wish there can be someone to share all my thoughts with.. i keep all my emotions to myself.. sigh.. whenever i m unhappy, i would just watch some tv or play games to destress.. i guess that's a good thing.. but i would love to have someone to share my happiness or unhappiness with.. i m learning to be more independent nowadays.. i will do everything on my own.. i won't expect anything from anyone anymore.. no one's gonna be able to help you for ever.. only you can help yourself.. gone are the happy times.. forever? |
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the following content has been graded M18. pls do not proceed if you are below 18. thank you.
my mood has been f*cking bad recently. dunno if it's coz i m on diet and due to the lack of nutrients, i start flaring up at every bloody little thing. i feel so pissed everyday. presentations, projects, quizzes, all piling on top of me and i just feel crushed!! damn it! &^#?@$*$# life sucks seriously. i have no time for myself. every day i wake up, there's bound to be sth not done. why can't i just wake up to a morning where i can really slack and do my favourite things? i have been feeling a lot of pressure.. stress.. if you see me in school, you probably won't recognise me. even i dun recognise myself!! i looked in the mirror only to find a super pale and sallow face looking back at me!! i almost wanna ask, who are you and what are you doing in the mirror?? see? i proved my point, i m going crazy. tml i have 301 quiz and two presentations. i m not alone. mr nard nard has the same fate as me. but he's better, he is smart and knows how to make a good presentation. i suck at both. damn it *^%@#%&*! sigh.. just when i need someone to talk to, to hug.. i have no one beside me.. how i wish someone will coax me to slp so that i can hug him every night.. but i know it's not possible.. just a side thot, do you know that with every day that has passed, you are one day closer to your death? therefore, we shld always try to live each day to the fullest.. that's wad i m tryin to do, but everyday i just feel so sian.. sigh... |
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if you have noticed, my blog hardly has photos of me..
i know that it will be quite nice to have pictures.. as the saying goes, a picture speaks a thousand words.. but right now, i m just too bloody sian to take pictures.. in addition, no one takes pictures with me.. you can't expect to take pictures of myself and me alone right.. haha.. i have been having project meetings everyday.. i m going nuts.. super sian.. no mood to do anything.. i feel weak all over.. i dun even know wad's the feeling of hunger anymore.. nowadays, i eat two meals a day.. think my parents are worried.. haha.. their "fei mei" is no longer fei.. i feel tired.. drained.. weak.. tired.. so many things awaiting.. yet i m procrastinating.. someone pls slap me awake.. (hey, not in the literal sense k) oh no, my fingers are super weak now.. my groupmate mr nard nard says i m going anorexic and that i will faint on the streets if this goes on.. hmmm.. i dun think my 205 groupmates are reading this.. but we just play too much zhong ji mi ma.. haha.. according to stan, we are childish.. true, we must be more mature!! haha.. i m typing with my right hand now.. gotta stop, i m gonna black out liao.. to stan: i love you =) |