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Michelle
People with poor taste put me off
I have a fetish for anything with ribbons
My sense of humour may not be accepted by all
Don't piss me off, you will be sorry
I believe in fighting for your own happiness
May we all be happy, safe and healthy

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i just feel like blogging, for no particular reason. it's boring Tuesday today. super boring and lonely, stuck at home, no motivation to do anything. sucks big time.

there's nth exciting about my life. i m not happy everyday. i eat to live, get past each day. i have nothing to look forward to, no one to talk to, no one to share my thoughts with, no one to lean on. i guess it's due to my over-dependence on stan. i must learn to find solutions to my own problems. i must learn to live on my own.

disagreements pull people apart, strain relationships. after the whole issue blows over, then you realise it's not worth it to be unhappy over such matters. in the heat of things, you just let your emotions and anger get ahead of you. this is precisely how i am. and i hate myself for this. so now i m trying to calm down before i act. dun wanna do anything on impulse.

yesterday i went to millenia walk with babeh on 171, when the bus went past orchard, i realised that i haven been there for ages, it all seems so distant, like i m seeing this place after ages. i don't have anyone to go shopping with me, that's my life, quite sad eh?

life this year hasn't been good for me, my unhappy times exceed my happy memories by so much.. seriously, it doesn't pay to be honest in this time and age. when you wanna tell someone something truthfully, everything will just backfire. people get angry, people shun away from you.

we all have different goals in life. differences in our beliefs have led us to quarrel, not see the matter from others' perspective. i wonder, is there any two people who can have exactly the same goals in life and stay happily together forever?

what is happiness? it's been so long since i have managed to stay happy for at least two days in a row. two days? is that too much to ask for?

from today on, i will try my best to be independent. dun give a damn about wad others think or say. frankly speaking, i see no future. nothing at all.